Jade 24th October 2024

Ohhhh mate. 9 weeks and it’s just flown by so quickly it’s unbelievable how fast it’s gone. But I have so much to tell you, the gossip in 9 weeks is loads! Aaron had his year 4 school photos, he’s #1 on TT Rockstars! He’s just excelling so well at school. I never thought I’d be writing to you in this sense ever. Nor did I ever imagine to myself that I’d not see you, 10 weeks since I saw you for that last time and I’m just so sorry I didn’t see you again, I’m so sorry I didn’t get that chance. But you are forever with me, whether it’s here, there or anywhere. We are bonded together for life. And it’s been the hardest 9 weeks I’ve faced in my life ever but I’ve continued to plod on with life and try make you proud of me. Next week is my birthday, and I am so disheartened and sad that you won’t be here to celebrate with me. Just isn’t gonna be the same without you mate. And I wish life was so so different and that it wasn’t like this. I will continue to write to you and tell you the thoughts and things you should know. Because you are never going to be forgotten. We love you the most and we always will. A piece of me died the day I lost my baby brother. And I will never let your name fade away. Because you was a boy who can’t ever be forgotten💙🫶💔